kiss me to fiercely, hold me too tight
i feel like i have so many feelings rushing through me that i have to scribble them down on here haha. ok first off i love him there is no doubt in my mind i love him. and i know its hard for me to say that to him but i mean i hard to say that to someone when you already thought you had that. but after being in this relationship i KNOW that this is love because i see how different it really is. i love that fact that i can drive to his house on my way home from dance because he needs me. i love his smell. i love his hair. i love his eyes. i love his kisses. i love when he holds me. i love when he grabs me by my hips. i love when he kisses my ear lobes. i love when he talks straight into my ear. i love that look he gives me right before he says he loves me or that im beautiful or pretty. i love that god has given me him. i love that his family loves me haha. i love that he slipped that note into my purse last week. i love that he took the time to write that note. i love that all those songs remind him of me. i love that everytime i am with him seems to be better than the time before. i love that i miss him even after i am with him. i love that look, god that look i can even begin to explain that look. i love playing basketball with you. i love watching movies with your family. i love him i love him i love him. i love the way he makes me feel like i can do anything. i love the way he makes me feel plain and simple. i love how happy i am. i love that everyone can tell. i love that everyone keeps telling me how lucky i am to have him(like i need to be told). i love when something reminds me of him and a huge smile crosses my face. i love the butterflies he gives me STILL. i love that i fall around him a lot and i love when he catches me. i love when he worries about me even though he shouldnt. i love that on top of the worl feeling. i love this i love life i love him i love everything. im just so happy i never want it to end. but its all in gods hands im giving this one all up to him.
LA
